Italian legend Roberto Baggio has once again discussed his harrowing experiences, in greater detail, of suffering with injury throughout his illustrious career.
The former Azzurri Number 10 recently made various headlines and Social Media feeds after being pictured with Mario Balotelli, urging the AC Milan striker to make the most of his talent.
However it was Baggio’s own recollection of his personal, often brutal difficulties, which serves to inspire, considering what he went on to achieve.
In an interview with the Corriere dello Sport the great fantasista recounted:
When I hung up my boots for the last time, it was like being liberated.
The physical pain was really torture and accompanied my entire life as a player. In the last few years, it had become more than I could bear.
When I was playing for Brescia, I struggled to walk for two days after each game. When I got home, I couldn’t get out of the car, as I had to put one foot down on the ground and haul myself up hanging on to the door. The next Sunday, I would play again. Packed full of painkillers, but I’d play.
I gave everything to football. It might seem a paradox, but at that moment when I retired, I felt happy and fully realised. I could not have done more. At San Siro, on my last Serie A game, and in Genoa on my final appearance for Italy, the fans repaid me for all of it.
Il Divin Codino once again recalled how his story almost finished before it had even begun in 1985, aged just 18.
That [first major injury] was my ‘introduction’ to football. If I risked getting a big head with people calling me a phenomenon, reality brought me back down to earth. I put my leg down badly and left my meniscus and cruciate ligament on that pitch.
The professors looked at my knee, shook their heads and said it was unlikely I’d ever play football again. I had six operations on my knees, four on the right and two on the left.
In those years the meniscus was a disaster, but now it’s almost a routine operation. I had very invasive surgery and each time went into the tunnel, but I never stopped looking for the light at the end of it.
The surgery in France was the worst. They had to drill a hole in my tibia to anchor the tendon, which had been lacerated. I couldn’t take anti-inflammatories because I was allergic.
They put in 220 internal stitches. I was in agony. I even told my mother ‘If you love me, then kill me.’ It was the desperation of a lad who was suffering and saw the dream of a lifetime floating away, having touched it with a fingertip.
In the two weeks after the operation, I lost 12kg. I wasn’t eating and I’d just cry all the time, for emotional and physical pain.
If I said I never thought about throwing in the towel, I’d be lying. There were some very, very dark moments, but every time I’d react. I told myself I had to go all the way and challenge myself. I wanted to prove I was stronger than my bad luck and this dream was worth more than a knee.
Football was always my passion. I used to take the ball with me into the bathroom. As a little child, I had a recurring dream that I would play a World Cup Final against Brazil. I am one of those humans fortunate enough to have lived an actual dream.
I suffered, I cried and was afraid, but that day did come.
What was my happiest moment as a player? In all honesty, I couldn’t say. Injuries taught me that every happy moment can be wiped out afterwards, so I got accustomed to thinking the next day would be better than the one I just had.
I came from a Catholic family, but in Florence a friend who had been practising [Buddhism] for some time invited me along. I was sceptical, but within three days realised that was my path.
I realised when things go wrong, you tend to always blame others and cast yourself as the victim. I was wrong to think like that. There’s no point justifying why you don’t reach your objectives, your desires. It’s a waste of time. Your destiny is always in your hands.
Widely accepted as one of the greatest players to have ever played, one wonders what else the 1993 World Player of the Year could have achieved had he not played with injury throughout his career.
Whilst discussing more positive memories of his playing career such as his favourite coach, goals scored and the team he loves to follow, Baggio added:
Carlo Mazzone gave me so much at Brescia. He still believed in me, gave me the chance to have another four years in football, full of meaning. He is a plain-speaking, sincere man in a world often full of liars, opportunists and suck-ups.
My best goal was perhaps the lob I scored for Brescia against Atalanta. Or one I netted against Roma, again for Brescia.
I am still fond of all the teams I played for, although the club I really support is Boca Juniors.